Here's what science tell you.
You are pointless.
Your existence is meaningless.
You have no purpose.
Your mind is an illusion that emerged from mindlessness.
Your life is an illusion that emerged from lifelessness.
Existence is an illusion that emerged from non-existence.
Existence, such as it is, spontaneously jumped out of non-existence, for no reason, via no mechanism and will culminate in pointless Heat Death.
You have no soul. You are a mere ephemeral collection of lifeless, mindless atoms.
Free will is an illusion.
Consciousness is an illusion.
The unconscious is an illusion.
You have no choice. Choice is impossible.
Human existence is empty. Human beings are husks, hollow beings with illusory minds.
Consciousness has no causal efficacy. It can never overrule the laws of materialist physics.
Consciousness is a pointless illusion, a meaningless epiphenomenon. It is of the order of unreality. It is a purposeless emergent property.
Nature produces redundant illusions.